Mi Musica es Eterna

Semua wajah yang ku lihat tersenyum

Tanpa kesan duka

Bergelak tawa riang ria

Tapi setiap wajah ada kisah dukanya

Disimpan teguh di dalam hati

Hanya sekilas raut yang kadangkala muncul

Menggambarkan kepahitan yang ditelan

Semua wajah yang ku lihat ada rahsia

Yang dipendam

Jauh di dalam sanubari

Masing-masing ada cerita

Cerita bukan cereka

Kisah nyata dalam lipatan hidup seksa

Yang hanya diri dan Tuhan sahaja yang tahu

Wajah-wajah tersenyum itu sebenarnya sedang meratap hiba…

So much to mend…

So much to repair…

I cannot afford to get a new one

What I did here is what I get over there

Please let the the door be open for me

Please let the time be still for me

True love never dies

Hope instead may wither

Friends always come and go

True friendhip is indeed eternal

The music of our time is the music of our fate

The music of our fate is the music of our life

And I am just a little pawn in a game they called life

My life support machine

Preserved my life

I still survive

My life support machine

The music is gone

But I still hear the sound

The greenish line went

Up and down…

Nothing for a while

Up and down…

Nothing for a while

And so it goes

My heart is still beating

My life support machine

Don’t pull the plug off

See myself in you

See yourself in me

Beyond the skin

Beyond the flesh

The feeling is nothing

Hate or love..

It is just a feeling

Do you want to peek

Outside the reality

With me and the others

Are we there yet?

I am trying to remember the steps
Help me
I am trying not to fall asleep
Wake me
I am trying not to fall again
Save me

The light passed by
I don’t know if it passed on me
Crowded and noisy
Inside of me
Everyone wants to be the one
When I want to leave
Everyone states their agenda

If I lost?
What can I find?
If I win?
What should I leave?

No matter what the time
No matter what the place
What do you want with the mind?
What do you want with the soul?
Don’t you have many already?

Sorrow?
Misery?
Despair?
Nothing to compare
…to the abomination
…to the damnation

This world just seems like an empty box
Filled with everything filthy
Compared to
…what you make me take then
…what you make me taste later 
…what you make me live after

Just leave me be
I have already swallowed the poison
Don’t take me with you
I want to go back
Just leave me be

Sick and filthy as I feel
Hope reveals I am worthy
Always hurt and injured 
Hope raised me up
They said I am ignorant
Hope shines my wisdom
I thought I have lost the light
Hope is the sunshine in my plight

In my darkness, I found many angels
No more disappointment, I have Hope

I believe and I am reaching Your light
In defiance I am no longer
In wisdom now I put my life
In serenity I submited to Your might

To much hate buried
To much love too be felt
I am still seeking ways
and I already found my mind
I want to follow Your path
and I am ready to let go
I swore and stop rebelling
Already ready for my dying

Is it true I am reaching the star?
and I am forsaken no more?
For I still fear it was not the angels
but the  demons who keep tormenting me

This vision is still blurred
The truth is still marred

I know my duty
I know my responsibility
No more ignorance
No more defiance

No more blasphemy…
No more rebellion…
No more disappointment…
No more lies..

Others see terror
I see power
Others see error
I see the truth be obscured

Mind is not lost
Reality is not sizzled
No more helplessness
No more frightened

Reach me…
Take me..
In control…
In order…

I always need guidance
I always need salvation
I always need assistance
to save what is remains

…of this forever broken man

Thank you dearest friend
For illuminating my darkness
For giving me warmth in the chilly night
Each time our souls are together
As we speak as one

Thank you dearest friend
For restoring my faith
In my forsaken self
In my chaotic life
and towards my Creator
You made me whole again

Thank you dearest friend
For resurrecting my love
Resurrecting my feeling
For making me see
Who we really are
Who we really belong

I don’t want to bid goodbye ever
Cause it is not my time yet
Cause I will haunt you back
Each time you need me
Each time you calling me
Each time you feel sorrow inside you

Cause we really are inseparable
We really do listen
We really do know
Your pain is my agony
Your bliss is my joy
Your smile after you cry is euphoria

I’m sorry for not telling, when you want to know
I’m sorry for not feeling, when I supposed to feel
I’m sorry for the hurt I have caused you
I’m sorry for making you feel lonely
Each time I’m not around
To be your shoulder to cry on

I do believe that my music is eternal…
I never forget…

Thank you dearest friend

 For letting my heart cry last night

 This barren land has always been dry

 always been frozen for so long

 Winter never ceased

Summer is nowhere to be seen

 My mind is in mess

 Numbness in my body I feigned

 I am weak and worthless

 Denied and forsaken

 But still I am gracious

 Because I can hear you listen

Deafening silence I hear
Hollow emotion I bear
Blurry vision I see
Emptiness inside of me

Nowhere to be seen
This burden, this sin
This hate, this pain
Every time remain

How can I fill it
Emptiness inside of me
How can I feel it
Emptiness inside of me

The light has always been found
Radiating over and all around
The silence has become sound
Mocking me with every taunt

Can you make it?
Can you take it?
Will you see it?
Will you live it?

You can’t make it
You can’t take it
You won’t see it
You’ll die… because of it

Help me fill it
Emptiness inside of me
Help me feel it
Emptiness inside of me

Bendera berkibar di angkasa
Hanyalah lambang sahaja
Tak tahu bendera sedang dipijak
kau generasi rosak akhlak

Takkanlah engkau sudah lupa?
Sumpah para perwira
Kau biarkan, penderhaka
Kau bacul, pengkhianat negara

Tak bernilai darah yang telah tumpah
Kita masih dijajah 
Tak ada maknanya ini semua
Mana kedaulatan negara?

Takkanlah kau sudah lupa?
Sumpah nusa dan bangsa
Kau biarkan kerosakan melata
Kau pandang sebelah mata

Darah-darahnya pun sudah kering 
Tak ada orang yang runsing
Tak ada siapa pun nak pening
Janji tak ada orang buat bising