Semua wajah yang kulihat
Semua wajah yang ku lihat tersenyum
Tanpa kesan duka
Bergelak tawa riang ria
Tapi setiap wajah ada kisah dukanya
Disimpan teguh di dalam hati
Hanya sekilas raut yang kadangkala muncul
Menggambarkan kepahitan yang ditelan
Semua wajah yang ku lihat ada rahsia
Yang dipendam
Jauh di dalam sanubari
Masing-masing ada cerita
Cerita bukan cereka
Kisah nyata dalam lipatan hidup seksa
Yang hanya diri dan Tuhan sahaja yang tahu
Wajah-wajah tersenyum itu sebenarnya sedang meratap hiba…
Life
So much to mend…
So much to repair…
I cannot afford to get a new one
What I did here is what I get over there
Please let the the door be open for me
Please let the time be still for me
True love never dies
Hope instead may wither
Friends always come and go
True friendhip is indeed eternal
The music of our time is the music of our fate
The music of our fate is the music of our life
And I am just a little pawn in a game they called life
My life support machine
My life support machine
Preserved my life
I still survive
My life support machine
The music is gone
But I still hear the sound
The greenish line went
Up and down…
Nothing for a while
Up and down…
Nothing for a while
And so it goes
My heart is still beating
My life support machine
Don’t pull the plug off
Lost in Reality
See myself in you
See yourself in me
Beyond the skin
Beyond the flesh
The feeling is nothing
Hate or love..
It is just a feeling
Do you want to peek
Outside the reality
With me and the others
Are we there yet?
Just leave me be
I am trying to remember the steps
Help me
I am trying not to fall asleep
Wake me
I am trying not to fall again
Save me
The light passed by
I don’t know if it passed on me
Crowded and noisy
Inside of me
Everyone wants to be the one
When I want to leave
Everyone states their agenda
If I lost?
What can I find?
If I win?
What should I leave?
No matter what the time
No matter what the place
What do you want with the mind?
What do you want with the soul?
Don’t you have many already?
Sorrow?
Misery?
Despair?
Nothing to compare
…to the abomination
…to the damnation
This world just seems like an empty box
Filled with everything filthy
Compared to
…what you make me take then
…what you make me taste later
…what you make me live after
Just leave me be
I have already swallowed the poison
Don’t take me with you
I want to go back
Just leave me be
Wish of a Broken Man Part 2
Sick and filthy as I feel
Hope reveals I am worthy
Always hurt and injured
Hope raised me up
They said I am ignorant
Hope shines my wisdom
I thought I have lost the light
Hope is the sunshine in my plight
In my darkness, I found many angels
No more disappointment, I have Hope
I believe and I am reaching Your light
In defiance I am no longer
In wisdom now I put my life
In serenity I submited to Your might
To much hate buried
To much love too be felt
I am still seeking ways
and I already found my mind
I want to follow Your path
and I am ready to let go
I swore and stop rebelling
Already ready for my dying
Is it true I am reaching the star?
and I am forsaken no more?
For I still fear it was not the angels
but the demons who keep tormenting me
This vision is still blurred
The truth is still marred
I know my duty
I know my responsibility
No more ignorance
No more defiance
No more blasphemy…
No more rebellion…
No more disappointment…
No more lies..
Others see terror
I see power
Others see error
I see the truth be obscured
Mind is not lost
Reality is not sizzled
No more helplessness
No more frightened
Reach me…
Take me..
In control…
In order…
I always need guidance
I always need salvation
I always need assistance
to save what is remains
…of this forever broken man
Thank You Part 2
Thank you dearest friend
For illuminating my darkness
For giving me warmth in the chilly night
Each time our souls are together
As we speak as one
Thank you dearest friend
For restoring my faith
In my forsaken self
In my chaotic life
and towards my Creator
You made me whole again
Thank you dearest friend
For resurrecting my love
Resurrecting my feeling
For making me see
Who we really are
Who we really belong
I don’t want to bid goodbye ever
Cause it is not my time yet
Cause I will haunt you back
Each time you need me
Each time you calling me
Each time you feel sorrow inside you
Cause we really are inseparable
We really do listen
We really do know
Your pain is my agony
Your bliss is my joy
Your smile after you cry is euphoria
I’m sorry for not telling, when you want to know
I’m sorry for not feeling, when I supposed to feel
I’m sorry for the hurt I have caused you
I’m sorry for making you feel lonely
Each time I’m not around
To be your shoulder to cry on
I do believe that my music is eternal…
I never forget…
Thank You
Thank you dearest friend
For letting my heart cry last night
This barren land has always been dry
always been frozen for so long
Winter never ceased
Summer is nowhere to be seen
My mind is in mess
Numbness in my body I feigned
I am weak and worthless
Denied and forsaken
But still I am gracious
Because I can hear you listen
Emptiness inside of me
Deafening silence I hear
Hollow emotion I bear
Blurry vision I see
Emptiness inside of meNowhere to be seen
This burden, this sin
This hate, this pain
Every time remainHow can I fill it
Emptiness inside of me
How can I feel it
Emptiness inside of me
The light has always been found
Radiating over and all around
The silence has become sound
Mocking me with every tauntCan you make it?
Can you take it?
Will you see it?
Will you live it?You can’t make it
You can’t take it
You won’t see it
You’ll die… because of it
Help me fill it
Emptiness inside of me
Help me feel it
Emptiness inside of me
Merdeka!!
Bendera berkibar di angkasa
Hanyalah lambang sahaja
Tak tahu bendera sedang dipijak
kau generasi rosak akhlak
Takkanlah engkau sudah lupa?
Sumpah para perwira
Kau biarkan, penderhaka
Kau bacul, pengkhianat negara
Tak bernilai darah yang telah tumpah
Kita masih dijajah
Tak ada maknanya ini semua
Mana kedaulatan negara?
Takkanlah kau sudah lupa?
Sumpah nusa dan bangsa
Kau biarkan kerosakan melata
Kau pandang sebelah mata
Darah-darahnya pun sudah kering
Tak ada orang yang runsing
Tak ada siapa pun nak pening
Janji tak ada orang buat bising
